4th weigh in WTF?????

I gained 1.8 lbs.

I can't believe it. I am very pissed. I ate under my calories EVERY SINGLE DAY. It is religiously documented in my myfitnesspal account. I also worked out for the first time.  I had 4 workouts!!!! I don't understand how it is scientifically possible that I GAINED weight! It makes no sense to me and I am pissed. Hoping for a big one next Tuesday.

Total lost in first 4 weeks of operation starvation: 1.8. I have made MAJOR changes in my eating for 4 weeks religiously and have lost only 1.8. I could scream. 2 of the 4 weigh ins were GAINS!!! WTF??? This is not how it is supposed to work the first month.

Too pissed to write anymore. Didn't even want to update this post. Also have a raging roid that is making me ornery as hell. Wake me up when this diet ends!!!!!!

FATSO pics AGAIN:

3rd weigh in

I lost 3 pounds this week! Wahoo! 

182.2

Down a total of 4.8 over 3 weeks.

I am happy with the outcome.

That was with counting every calorie, didn't go out to eat once and zero alcohol. WORKED OUT ONE DAY ONLY.

Now if I could just tackle the cankles,  hammertoes and lack of pedicure.

Would LOVE to get to the 170's next weigh in. I AM VERY MOTIVATED.

Obligatory biggest loser pics so I don't get cocky:

DUMPY!!

Think it's time to take down the wreath in the window...

I am actually cold at home today. Does that mean I am a cold skinny bitch? Some day...

Plan for today:

Keep at it Tubsters!

3rd weigh in tomorrow!

Tomorrow is a big weigh in day for me. It is my 3rd weigh in. The first weigh in I gained, the second I was down 1.8 and I have been very strict this week and did not eat out once so I am praying for a loss. Had my period for the last weigh in and curious to see how that may have affected things. Here's how today went down:

Day 12 Superbowl Sunday

No Superbowl Sunday food for me today. NOT EVEN A BEER. I don't have a horse in this race so I am going to strictly adhere to my plan today as follows:

Day 11

I have started to do my food tracking online at www.myfitnesspal.com. I will paste the daily logs here for your reference. Was below goal today!

Day 8 of write it down

1,496 to 1,713 calories per day: 

Breakfast 303 Calories:
1 Van's waffle 115
1 tsp butter spread 44
4 tbsp half and half for 2 coffees 80
4 tsp sugar for 2 coffees 64

Morning snack: 100
edamame

Lunch: 340
3 mini pitas 60

2tbsp hummus 60

light cheese stick 60hard boiled egg: 60

red pepper

apple slices

70% dark chocolate bar 100 

Afternoon Snack 180
Luna Bar 180
tiny mandarin orange
Dinner 476
Garlic Shrimp 1.5 servings 316 

1/2 cup brown rice 100

sherbet cup 60 

1,399 TOTAL

Second Weigh in

I lost 1.8 pounds

I am now back to what I was at my last weigh in on November 1st before I fell off the wagon for the holidays. I am happy it is a loss but truth be told I was hoping it was more. I know I shouldn't look at it that way but it's just the truth. I was more militant and diligent this week thank I have been about losing weight in years.